Come, let us walk through this second wood. to the Portal.
it is there we may think and truly speak.
for now, this is how I relate to my system.
Aleena is a good host, and yet per has flaws, like everyone, yet per is incredibly unique, and has managed to steer the system around countless disasters, doomsday levels of system conflict, instances of immense external damage, and a thousand other things thanks to per razor sharp instincts.
Zonarshi is a wonderful protector, and a hardass, which I quite like, yet he can be a bit too much of a hardass. he is calm, determined, intense, and a fantastic example of what last resort protectors are.
Sarshi is scary insightful, fae is the only one whom I fear as much as I respect, as fae has a unique gift to see people and see the darkness, even from within the light. it's called insight.
My role in the system is to be the dark void, be the one that sees the darkness and walks within it all my life to protect them from it. I run a prison of darkness, and contain all memories of such within. not trauma, no, only darkness. things my system is not able to handle, whether that be now or forever.
being this way gives me the gift of sight into people's darkness, as I know it incredibly well.
it gives me a form of insight, and yet also not, as I do not understand people for the most part, they perplex me.
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